cHanGe of rOlE

i m nervous
i must say
i need to transform from a students to a teacher in 1 month time....
i had been a students for 19 years....
i m a good students...
i pay attention in class...
i do score in exam
(though i m not excellent in my social skills)

now i need to become a teacher....
after seeing, observing, listening, interacting with teachers my whole life....
could i play the role of teacher well???
could i make or HELP students to learn?
will they like me?
will they listen to me?
could i achieve the expectation of
the students?
the teachers?
the headmasters/mistress?
the evaluator?
will i succeed?

could i cope with a new life?
in a new place?
new school?
probably new town?
new house?

what kind of schools will i get?
what kind of students will i meet?

would i able to plan interactive activities?
interesting activities?
do i have the time to carry out the activities?

what shall i do after this?
after i finish my practical?
after the graduation?

i m nervous....
i can only wait and react.....
and be calm...
as the Chinese saying: 'the ship will become straight when it reaches the harbour'
i wish the 1st 2 weeks in the school will be exam week,
so that i can be more prepared....

i must admit....
i m not an excellent teacher....
cos i m not yet prepared....

so, i must be optimistic
i must be ready to take challenge...
i must do my best.....